Salam...
As seen in every DBSK fansites, the pictures are revealed. So cool! But I wish fans who are good with photoshop will do it soon, you know, add the other 3 members' pictures into the scene. That will be perfect. I'm not saying DBSK comeback with 2 members isn't good. They have to go on (some fans actually disagree with this, but...) and I think this is the best way. But 5 is perfection and it's natural for people to hope for them to return as 5. Let the time show how much of our prayers will be heard...
I'm in a dilemma right now. I'm thinking of moving out of my rented house in JPK and move to TA. But the thing is, it's quite far from school. Around 10 to 15 minutes. Gosh... I'm thinking of the negative things that can happen if I move out. What if my car breaks down one morning? How am I going to school? At JPK, some of the teachers of SMKBT actually live nearby so if there's anything, they might be able to help. There's also a doctor nearby, an ustaz nearby, and I also know some of the neighbours already. But, the house is as old as a ruin. Well... I exaggerated, I admit. I don't feel comfortable there. The water is smelly, there's no fence around the house, the kitchen is... I don't know if I can actually cook there, I hate the bathroom, the toilet, everything. It's habitable and I admit that I slept like log all night. But, as I wake up, there's an aura coming out of the bathroom and toilet that pushed me away. My throat and stomach don't feel good every time I step in. Not that it's gross... It's just... not my taste. I have the right to be picky at this, cause I'm the one who's going to use it, right?
Seriously... Should I move or not? I've been thinking about the pros and cons... I gave marks and sadly and surprisingly, the house at JPK won. True, there's a lot of advantages living in JPK, but the house in TA is much newer, much more comfortable (maybe), got TV, fridge, washing machine and all... And, I'm going to have a housemate, who's a chemist! How cool is that! It's a way to escape from my dull and boring life, and maybe a way to open up my mind to options of "what am I gonna do with my life 10 years later". Seriously, it's a good getaway. It's a good balance. I'm gonna be a teacher, and I'm living (and maybe hanging out) with a chemist, who is definitely smarter than me. That's good. As I live with her, I might be brighter than I am now. Genius!
Still... should I move out or not? I have bad histories with roommates. I don't know if it will occur in this situation as well, since in this case it's 'house mate'. I don't know... I want to be positive, more friendly, and I really think that I need someone to talk to, aside of my family, my besties, and the wall. And since, she (who might be my house mate real soon) was the one who searched really hard to find a house mate, and suddenly found me, and messaged me, and called me, like she was really desperate, make me believe that she might be a good person. She's close with her mom, since her mom was the one who called me first. She's kind of composed, since the first message I replied to her, "Saya rasa sy tak dpt la pindah rumah awak... Maaf ye =)" and later the conversation still went on and on... I think she's a good person. Hmm... She almost succeed in convincing me to move with her on the spot.
Now, really, I should move, should I??? It's bothering me... It's an okay house, the one in JPK, but the one in TA is better... maybe... I don't know. I need to make a decision real soon. Another advantage of living in TA is, it's near the small town (which has a workshop nearby, Marrybrown, KFC, etc). Thinking carefully about it... It really isn't that far from school. In comparison with my friends who has to take a boat, and then another boat, and get on a 4WD, a train, and reached school after 5-7 hours, 10-15 minutes is really nothing. The house in TA also have a better address. Should it be in consideration? Yes, it should. Since I'm gonna buy a lot of online thingy soon (books, etc). The postman should be able to find that house easier than my current house. The postbox at my current house is so old, the number 22 is faded, and I need my Cecelia Ahern and Twilight books. Now, I should think about fuel. But, now that I thought about it... it isn't a big deal too. Since my rent will be reduced to RM90, I can use more money on fuel. It's just the matter of IF, IF, and IF my car breaks down one morning... How that one simple thing can make me think of my decision over and over again. Marion said I should learn the basic about repairing cars and all... I should buy a book on it, right? I'll be more at ease. If I really want to move to that house at TA, I need a backup plan on "How am I going to school if the car breaks down?". There's no public transport, no SMKBT's teacher nearby... I might need a bicycle. Or give better care to my Kenari. Check her health frequently. Wash her. Yeah.
That's it. I'm more into moving out than not. I should have my decision by the end of today. If I wander about this issue for more than today, it's going to be hard to focus on finishing my Cecelia Ahern, The Book of Tomorrow. Life is full of possibilities, good and bad. It's important that you just live with it, make your choice so you won't regret. The good things and the bad things will come and go. I just have to be braver and more bold in taking my steps forward. I need a good life and I'm going to get it. I don't want to live another person's life other than mine. It's my life and I'm gonna take the lead. And I believe Allah will be watching over me =)
Wassalam...
By: Al-Falah...
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